why do exams have to be this tough?!????

have been clamming up for my exams the last one month..... and its been real hard.... getting too many withdrawal symptoms....... miss the beach.... miss the molaga bajji......even after sacricing all the luxuries o life i aint seem to get anywhere with my books!!!

study update..... have been clocking 14hrs a day..... not bads eh.....actually pretty lousy when compared to ppl clocking 20 a day.....

exam countdown is 10days to go.

living on coke.

tropicana.God send!

trying again!!!

im jus gonna try again.....!! if this doesnt wrk then i give up for the day... and if i give up for the day it means no new posts for the week coz im gonna b in a God-forsaken place called kanchipuram where i dont have a cafe for atleast a km from  the place i am in..... well... and i dont have a data card.... so no handy internet usage either:Pso,where was i....??? u wouldnt know bcoz u remember i told u d last time i wrote almost 2 paragraphs it jus gobbled the whole feed!!!

why does this happen?

 i'm not a huge movie buff o anything.... u know wtch few and far in between..... but i get so tempted to sit and watch as many as i can cram in only when im supposed to b sittin and studying...:D
i have no clue wats happening!!!!! i types a few lines and luk up its der wen i type a few more suddenly the server just eats it all up!!!! no clue how o why!?!??? its so totally weird!!!!
so,anyway.......i'l jus wait til it bcomes alright to type further:)

damn!!!

gawd!!!! lyf can get so bugging but still likeable eh!???

got my universities cumin up and its onli now tht al mah frdz r gettin married engaged giving going away dinners and.... well u get the idea don u.....

awrite so i miss all tht citing my exams as a reason... now do i study?!???? NO!!!! wat kindda tot is tht!!!

i must b crazy thinkin il study if i dont meet up with these ppl!!!:(

so anyway.... end result ppl think im a jerk and i dont score great grades either....

went tru a pics o a coupla frdz!!! deey r so bloody happy! and gosh they have best buddies tht dey confide EVERYTHIN to.... i mean how could u confide ALL to a person.... doesnt tht leave u nothin to think of on ur own????

i mean if u tel some one everything that u think then nothing is urs.... dont u think u nmeed sometime a few totz a few feelings a few words of ur own?!?????

if u dont keep a few things to urself then where are u making space for urself???

if u gotta say goodbye to the person who u have taken time to trust and confide so much in.... if u r moving away physically wouldnt it b hard to find a replacement of someone whop'l b der for u all the time????

i mean wouldnt they have a lyf?????

phew!!!!
tiring living ur lyf and someone elses dont u think?!????