blind ended...

When u say... This is how I am.... Do u mean this is how u have always been? Or is this how u r gonna b? Or does it mean I don't give a rats arse what u think abt me?coz it beats me!

A coupla weeks back a good friend told me not once, not twice.... But half a dozen times that I gave a truck load of blind ended statements... Tht got me thinking.... What exactly is it tht they meant.... Where I don't give space for the fact tht I cud b wrong which I cud b... Probably am..... And I'm too blind to realise for now.... Like a horse with a blinder....

But then again wat it could also mean is that I know that it is where I know I'm not too strong at.... And I'm just warding off people far away from where I want to be hit.... Instinctive? Selfish? Self preservative? Survival?

Whatever it is.... It doesn't mean buzz off.... It just means watch out for those soft spots.... I guess.... Bcoz today I was at the receiving end of one of similar blind ended lines.... And now I know how it feels! Sorry doc! **grin**

listening to the shadows,
Seeing the silence,
Feeling the thought...
Living it all...

its funny how things go,
Funny how the wind blows,
Funny how the tides run,
Funny how the paths we choose are
Rarely where we want to go...

The winds of change...

the beauty of the moon....
sweet tendrils of fragrance....
the  lovely White  jasmine buds... waiting for the bees to arrive
so they can generously part wth their nectar..
the stillness of the night... so wondrous

Does  it matter if the moon is waxing or waning?
Does it take away the beauty of the night?

Like diamonds which look brilliant when
 like the stars brilliant in the dark sky,
The heart of ours is meant to be broken, shattered
 into a million pieces for the brilliance t shine through.....

Does it matter if its your heart that's boken?
Does  it matter if you are the breaker?
Its still brilliance anyway