Saturday, December 14, 2019

Words that are talons 
Smile like a balm on the soul
Alternates between one another 
To make this bleeding heart beat
The crushing of one
The cry from deep within
The pain untold 
Eats at the rope
The rope that makes her stay
Some day will make the anchored boat drift away 

Friday, December 13, 2019

azhagi

I lost a lot this month.  
My little baby girl.  
My love. 
The two makes everything for me.  
My little girl fell sick on my birthday and I lost her five days later.  Heart broken.  Like a piece of me was ripped away from me with bare hands.  
My eyes didn't have the resources for tears.  
My mind too tired to process I won't see her anymore. 4months and that was all. 

I don't think I want this anymore. 
I can't do this anymore.  
I can't.  
I.....  Don't know anything anymore....