Thursday, April 15, 2021

fighting to breathe

Surrounded by all, cared for by none. 
Laughter all around, tears dried up within. 
Legs moving to the rhythmic sounds of the damaru. 
The mind fighting its cage. 
The release impending. 
The eyes moving up in its own protective home. 
The heart moving to the cosmic sounds. 
Hoping to find my flame again. 
The flame I lost. 
Eight years ago a spark.
 Turning into a fire engulfing my body breath mind and soul. 
The direction of my eyes. 
The road that I walked. 
The air in my lungs.
The beat of my heart matched none other. 
My damaru has been silenced. 


Let my breath be restored. 
Let my eyes not burn with sadness. 
Let my heart beat again. 
Let the light find me.

Let the universe be my beat as I loose hope to find what was once mine.